lonely for life

tehe

ill teach you to laugh at something thats funny
Is it funny or is it just right?
you can be right, or you can be happy
in your case happiness is being right
but what do you want
ha ha...ha ha
you're right i am arrogant and selfish...
sorry...but so is everybody....
its those who choose to let that person flourish who ultimately lose.
you smiled...im off the hook...
expression is evidence in your trial...
guilty as charged.
Lets read that letter i wrote you now,
oh my god, he really does love me...
too bad he is imaginary
this is why we should hate kids
this is the crisis we have been warned about.

missle test

living in your dreams

and not living your dreams.

there is a difference, to those who care to see...
you can say it is right, but the fool is yourself.
every decible that climbs through my ear canal
shows me the fine print in this contract i signed
this never ending debt i owe,
will my shoulders ever loosen up
it is weird when the imaginary weight on your shoulders
takes form and sets up shop.
constantly strained until the blood cannot pass.

after i fall to my knees,
give me the courtesy of a quick death

then on to the next..

you can speak for me,
can i not do the same for you?


here is what i would say..

im scared, and alone...please help me

fear masters

you are your fear, and you are your rage
and i dont have to
force my hand along with yours and find what you're afraid of.
sitting in your favorite spot,
drinking out of your favorite glass..
you can't hide
but you can yell
as loud as you fucking please
and what strikes me the most
is how i can't hear you anymore
i am deaf to your screams
you have cried wolf.....a lot..
but keep it up, the louder you yell,
the more i understand?
sure, you're always right anyway.

psychologicccccccccccccccccccc

the ads by what i write are for bringing stability to your life
i guess by what i write it looks like things are falling from the sky
oh things are falling but this balancing act is not that hard
you tell yourself it is
but we are out worst critics
oh well, stay where you are,
isn't that the key to being found? just stay where you are
hmmmm....
who is looking for you?