The dust I kick up is too fine

writing is useless..the rain is never ending...the feeling is redundant.
the family grows farther into the ground...what do i do?
my smile is fake. my heart is turning into black ice...
come and gone
love and loss
sounds meeting silence.
resonating past anything resembling ears
the pieces are left all around,
like unfinished plans,
or ideas that were birthed and abandoned like discarded celebrities.
reflect on your life, and pray to what ever deity you might believe in.
falling asleep before it's bedtime.
waking up before the morning
unhealthy habits breed misguided children.
generations riddled by their parents emotional mistakes.
i have blame on me, like the skin i was born with.
leaving leaving leaving...running and running, but only spinning in circles.
my dizzy eyes hurt my unfortunate brain, no where is up, everywhere is down
a perpetual hold down...the wave of life was a close out..and i paddled right for it.

pray for surf..

:(

THERE'S A PLACE IN HAWAII
THAT IS VERY DEAR TO ME
I AM HOMESICK AS CAN BE
WON'T YOU LISTEN TO MY PLEA?

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY LITTLE GRASS SHACK IN KEALAKEKUA HAWAII
I WANT TO BE WITH ALL THE KANES AND WAHINES THAT I KNEW LONG AGO

I CAN HEAR OLD GUITARS A-PLAYING 
ON THE BEACH AT HO'ONAUNAU
I CAN HEAR THE HAWAIIANS SAYING
"KOMO MAI NO KAUA IKA HALE WELAKAHAO"

IT WON'T BE LONG 'TIL MY SHIP WILL BE SAILING BACK TO KONA
A GRAND OLD PLACE THAT'S ALWAYS FAIR TO SEE.
I'M JUST A LITTLE HAWAIIAN AND A HOMESICK ISLAND BOY,
I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY FISH AND POI,

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY LITTLE GRASS SHACK IN KEALAKEKUA, HAWAII
WHERE THE HUMUHUMUNUKUNUKUAPUAA GOES SWIMMING BY
WHERE THE HUMUHUMUNUKUNUKUAPUAA GOES SWIMMING BY

humans are kooks pt 2

New Zealand orcas join surfers in search for the perfect wave


this is better

Humans are kooks

yeah this is how it's done

killer whales trimming in new zealand.

it it part of their culture.

go orcas in new zealand..

http://www.grindtv.com/surf/blog/22111/new+zealand+orcas+join+surfers+in+search+for+the+perfect+wave/

More hill action..lanipo st lanikai

I have a bad habit of forgetting to point the camera up...but when you're going 25 mph on a skateboard down hill you kind of have more important things to worry about

Good Literature

I found a new blog and the author William Suphan is quite extraordinary

He is precise in his points and has an honest eye for the world around us.

I have yet to find an article I dont agree with

So i am Biased

haha

Check itout.


www.williamsuphan.com/

Nothing is immune

Surfing is being sold and packaged like everything else
this is a travesty
all they care about is the end goals

you silly consumer public.
why do you follow so eagerly
go buy these board shorts to match your thruster

the more airs the better
the less personality the more exposure

shut up and surf dont ask why


ihavenewsforthegeneralpublic
surfersarethesmartestpeopleintheworld
magazinessellretards
theindustrythrivesonhoardsofwannabes
haveyoueverbeentoASR?


i am so grateful for the people i look up to .
who are they?
check out my reads section to get a taste of my trip on surfing.

that is truly surfing.
idontcarewhatyousay

Tonights feelings

sometimes when i am wrong i feel like i am dying... part of my brain is shutting off from lack of use...
sometimes when i am in love i feel like i am dying...part of my heart wants to off itself from overuse
sometimes when i am afraid i feel like crying...its no use..







Try to tell me how to do it
Only because I’m new to it
Coolness is having courage
Courage to do what’s right
I’ll try to remember always
Just to have a good time

noah lennox

Stick your head in the sand

I did, and it hurt

Kailua Beach

With the Moaks in the background

I dare you to adopt a new culture

if everyone wants a challenge why not take the challenge of adopting a new culture
we're not going right...we're not going wrong
we cant start over so lets get going...we've seen this and heard that
now lets create good and breed unity..
its been done before...just look to the past
the images we seek are far from hidden.
....unless plain sight is their clever hiding spot
ive been out of it for 22 years and now it's time to make a comeback
hey where'd that happy time go?
you get that sinking feeling from all the past memories.
unless you remember sharing is caring...

old postsss

the seagulls overhead..circling like vultures
this armada is doomed
under the captain i shall perish without mention
yes i know you can...
the look on a mans face after being starved to insanity.
trade winds hold scents of peril
i should not be alive..sailors infamie

North Shore

surf rock

in a life where you exist...compiling attributes envied by others.
they won't tell you
but you're one of the ones on the list.
i dont think you want to sit inside in your bed...
go out under the stars and let your thoughts flow.

my street

sick hill

Hawaii Kai

Some shots from today

Hawaiian Time

Shmear

I had my first nice encounter with dry reef today...
it was no fun...spread like cream cheese on a bagel...
ouch.
kick out sooner..theres always next time..unless you lose your board to the rocks.
looks like finless it is..

thanks mama o
:)

I Play Drums

yep thats me

hes and shes/ sappy emo poetry

time for a new sleep..no more troubling dreams.
he cant wait for these days to be over...
he cant sleeping to the thought of her into someone.
if this is love it is uncomfortable
now she don't seem worth it...this huge lesson wrapped up into less than 500 days.
if only he could switch the channel of his thoughts
when she invades his fragile thought process like a cancer set on conquest.
she didn't have to live up to her name...you don't HAVE to hurt so bad.
he knew she felt lost and forgotten
that couldnt be farther from the truth in his world.
this is why he resents her..
all she wants is someone like him..but not him..hes  not the person.
hes  too much of what she wants..unless she would tell him other wise..
you can't have the best ones, they're always the most frazzled.
ah.

this doesnt make sense

i was riding along the path we always take my sight started to blur when i took the corner..my friends said hold on this is where i haven't been before...before i knew it i was flying down a tunnel under ground..wouldn't you know..it was crime committed before the sun slept. im not sure what i said but it sent her paddling out to the sun...she said something about camping out above the rest..
this was before i knew what i wanted..before i got too old..
the house is always so warm during cold nights...now dogs barking send the night off with usual sails.
if avoiding the substructure would affect the foundation then whats the point in building?

Letters From Paradise

finding safe haven within yourself...what can feel better than that?

a self appreciating quietly reciprocating..long over due and late fees aside...theres not better time than now for our great heights. theres no place to hide in the clouds...no mystery just puffy weightless mass..

you can't be that indifferent to peoples positive views and behaviors people have noticed in you.


 you're only lying to yourself now..you can stop hiding behind all of the manufactured acquisitions i produce.

its like we laughed so hard together and what i was always warned of as a child would happen...my face got stuck but now nothing is funny. 

Oceanside BLvd Sunrise

Good morning sun

Turn up the color in your life

Top Top

In Heaven..

Beat feet...

Where we came from

 

 

 

 

 

 

Barefoot on the Stairway to Heaven

I will not forget this day.

almost to the top...

Stairway To Heaven

Today I hiked Stairway to Heaven

go military...see that hard to see metal staircase...that's the trail

thats almost to the top...more below..

In the Air

Distance in Proportion

Endless Wonderland

What Do You See?

Photo editing fun

Simple Iphoto fun

Channel Islands

Perspective

Earthly Monsters

Bright Blue Sun

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Leaving The Best Coast

So far...

Here are a few shots i would like to put up...i miss my friends and family but I enjoy my new home

swimming at any hour in the ocean is one of the best feelings

one of my favorite things is how the wind is so active at night peacefully easing me to sleep

Transition

I moved to a new place...
to new smiles
and other things.

  

im so blessed to
have spent that time
with my family and the friends
i love with my short life i have met
so many people i deeply care for 

yeasayer

This is not poetry

present- existing or occurring now

it is obvious..like a wound that wont heal or is too big for any modern bandage.carrying an object that everyone can see but no one feels..
where do the opinions come into play and what is their substance?
it is hard enough occurring now..much less not seeing the best part of the ride..


i wont hold you back much longer..i wont permeate your mental garden..
my pollen is due for others...it has been remedied into personal use.
what would i want mother ocean?
throwing water in all directions...teaching, learning, growing.
arranging rhythms and melodies into beautiful and horrendous sounds..

my travels are cosmic and frequent, they float across vast fields of thought but the visibility is poor and the clouds hang low.
one week and it is real. the weight of the situation becomes light
the past was better...
unless we change our mind...
the crowd is out on that one..

Expectation Nation

the sun rising over shrouded ideals
taking all false accusations and putting them below
i will bury you without a marker
with the sun shining overhead

A farewell thank you

Where'd all the good ads go?

I was looking at all the old surf ads on display at sacred craft and i would have to say...this one is my favorite...i can't wait to to hear my girlfriend say that.... :)

heading out to surf with my dad..
catch you shaka bears later.

Sacred Craft

Yesterday and today i am attending the Sacred Craft expo at the San Diego Convention Center..

Saturday was awesome, i watched ryan burch and gary shrale sp? shape boards..
very unique experience, today i will be watching as brian bulkley shapes some foam.

The korduroy tent was top notch as usual with their epic tarp pit...ill be sure to get video of it today...

i found a new hero at this expo and that is carl eckstrom... holy crap that guy looks young, it must be those asymetrical boards he shapes. i cannot wait to try one...

i am going to put the boards on the car and go to the event..

see you with more tonight.

moving to hawaii

i am moving to hawaii in 2 weeks..


i want to bring my twin keel fish but i am not sure

the board is shaped by dave yearwood.

i will be living on the east side of the island in kailua.
pictures to come

conception

what i have held has hit the floor
what we made has been erased
any dream that might have passed your future
can now be put in the dark room


this would be called statistical and forseen.
please put your heart in the air and let it go...
when you take a chance and the opportunity
make the chance of a lifetime.

goodbye now and forever.

the time has come to allow the effort of the last last year to dissipate into vapor
with no sound from you..

thus why

The Process

Bu Bu BU

today my dad and i surfed the one and only malibu...after camping somewhere in the malibu canyon about 1500 feet up over looking everything..

the surf was fun...i paddled out at 5 45 with greggmo slept until 8

i found my favorite wave...love that speedy inside section.

yeah..that one..

watch yer toes.