hello summer

images from scrimages.

believe it.

stylish lessons

it's always what you never see or what blinds you the most
 who would have thought my special spot has been vacated once before
by a most sincere pretender mixed with a fear of being found out.
no more emotional out pours to an expecting public.
we shall whether our storms and allow them to pass peacefully.
as it appears it shall be.
are you worthy of loyalty?
it seemed a little too good to be true..and that is my reality.
who said it had to be?
good cannot completely encompass someone.
no one said it would be easy to achieve personal gratification.
but she is not what you see..im afraid time will be the victim in you seeing this brendon
do not let your focus slide from what you want in life.
ashton why can't you get a hold of yourself?
not sure how i will write this letter to you but we know it will be heavy


the repeated line of i am not sure...it permeates among the fields of us.
i just don't feel so special anymore..my purpose has been shown fraud.
if you could help me understand i would gladly receive.
when you're not the first love can you really be the last one standing?
you've got to take all she said and throw in your own blend of style
time to lose to addiction and look within.
all these efforts show your dedication to be as bright as blood.
when my messenger pigeon gets frozen in an ice storm how do i relate my findings?
this is all part of the whole story..the bigger picture...an idea you can fill.
but dont wait until you're fully grown.
please find your center and remain there..only then can you honestly share yourself.
this is all a replacement for the mother who was never there..
and continues her absence among her field of stars.


so theres no time
to get it right
to show my fright
so you'll see me

pushing tide

please think this one through...what you want....where it will take you...how it will be getting there..
you are sure to experience great feelings and deep valleys along the way...knowing this will not be enough to see you through the darkness created by your own thoughts and precise actions.
put your faith where your heart is...nothing will go terribly wrong.
everything has tools to be fixed...if you see the solution and apply the practice.
one couples journey away from american sees.
to view it differently and take in a slower pace of beauty.
so many choices so many endings only one solution.
trust the process like you trust your gut instinct
can someone build their own house when they're such a social butterfly
my attention deficit might be in areas i never even thought to look.
don't let this be the case...
we know it is time to retract from the pressure race and lean into the hammock of life to live at a pace that works for my heart and i.
a familiar feeling is like a cutting from a plant...it goes through shock...to recovery and then spreads it's roots for a beautiful plant
everything that moves must accept this change or whiter into oblivion.
the process of incoming and outgoing tides...it will come and go.
do it while you are young and able bodied..show it through your fierce heart and never let someone go who has made a positive change a possible outcome in your life.
will you be there for me?
when my heart is in the blender
my thoughts are in the toilets theyre swirling about the shit
and im feeling unworthy
my sense is only frivolous to my sojourn on earth.

them ups and downs

so there is so much to work for...so many feelings to catch with out butterfly nets. dancing along the white shore with the sea breeze displacing the air around us.
the noise and sound so appropriate for our stage in life...a setting to a wonderful love story. if we take it one day at a time.
a feeling of content blankets the shores that this ocean of doubt seems to endlessly ravage,
if we take it one day at a time.
sunrises and sunsets mark our existence as we pass along through this passage of life...together by each other's side our belonging has never been more solid.
 if you give up good girl whose mixed up she just wanted to play some notes...someones trying to get a  hold of your throat.
if you see what i do will you take note of it
i cant be there and be here for ever.
these things show me that our love is as wide as my eye
someone told me to fly real high....
to avoid the currents of the vast sky
to where the air is thin and resistance is few..to love myself looks like a love to you,
our train has yet to depart but it's coal engine is burning hot,
communication and exploration drives it's heart
we can be anything we choose...we can fill anything we please.
just let me know before you jump so i can watch...
ill be there at the ground in a second or two i just have to need to gaze and watch you descend
i was told to turn it down but i like to turn it loud...i like to show it proud and never question my feet
where does to sun go when it hides from our eyes?
does it miss my gaze and long for my return as i wait through the calm cold night.
no one said it was easy to gain acceptance within yourself
to know that each decision will lead to a positive place
to believe that your decision maker is always right.
just make friends where ever you go..and be yourself
the rest will follow and if you got love you are not lonely.
leaving paradise for another version where to theme is endless summer.
it's called starting your life to know another will create itself.
it is a letting go issue...and a taking back possibility.
to give and receive in the same swing...
just make sure it is how you want it.

Illustrator mess