usuality

today i saw someone get hit by a van

its moments like this that i am confounded
my thoughts wonder about their own reactions.
'poor guy'

maybe this is all to teach me to take nothing personal

after all im quite sensitive
and will over analyze your hello
or goodbye
or fuck you

im fascinated by the dynamic of city life
and repulsed
and confused

in two years this city will push me out
and replace us
with affluent tech geniuses
 so ill get my taste now.
before the milk gets too sour

and the dirt packs too hard