filtered explatives

there is just so much weight in our carelessness

so much at stake and so many let down acquaintances

all hoping to live through you and i

belief that happiness is 5 feet tall, and a smile away

it must be strange answering for me

when the last thought you want to have 

is about me

i said we'll never be

only to get you thinking twice

but as the words left my tongue, 

my future turned a little less chilean

and a lot more uncertain

where this leaves me

i dont want

crying to songs of prior lifetimes

but relishing the same hopeless future

i wonder what you think of

embraced by independence and 

blind commitment,

lived

left

learned.